So Much More Real

The whole pregnancy with Raccoon, it seemed so unreal to me that I would actually be heading home with a baby at the end. This time around, as I feel her kicking, it all just feels so much more real. Before I couldn't really imagine what having a newborn was like since I'd only ever had toddlers. I wondered what it would be like to be there from the beginning. Now that Raccoon is three, I have ample experience to imagine clearly what bringing this baby home will be like. Three more months and we'll have another little one. I wonder who she'll look like, what we're going to name her (!!!), and how she'll change our family.